Ohhhhhh! I GET IT. Hmm. Never mind. Carry on.

All the anguish and hemming and hawing on here is apparently...for naught. I picked up a little book about karma the other day. You map out your astrological chart and it tells you what your issues will be, your strengths your weaknesses. Well....apparently my karma to deal with in this life is CRAPPY FAMILY. (But a great love life, which I have, and awesome children. Which I also have)
So for whatever reason..the bitches in my life are scheming, lying, STEALING whores for a reason. Apparently I CHOSE THEM. Oh. Okay then. Carry on. (But the stealing? Well.. let's just say they will spend a few lives begging on the streets of Calcutta! Enjoy that!)
The other interesting, fascinating and HARD TO BELIEVE aspect of the chart was that I discovered that my husband and I have THE EXACT SAME CHART except for our sun signs. Our karma, our goals, our weaknesses..all the same. The difference would be how we deal with those things. (Our sun signs). Explains why we read each others minds, finish each others sentences, have the same taste in food, clothes, decor, EVERYTHING, but have completely different temperaments.
According to our karma chart, we would burn through most of it in our youth leaving us to get on with the business of living. I look back on my childhood and my 20's and I say..WHEW. Glad I survived THAT. So I can see it.
Excellent.
I feel MUCH better now.